okay its been a week since i updated. actually this blog is full of emo stuffs -.-
its not going to change for today's post too.

these few days are the same, BORING.
only yesterday, baby pei wo cos its our 500th days together. hahs, was happy of course..
and here comes the emo day after ytd,
today was supposed to meet her after sch de. but end up, her friend meeting her early so cant le); so nvm, im disappointed, very.
so stay back at sch do dnt folio, wtf damn sian can, take pic here and thr, do the presentation board thingy. tired, fell asleep for an hour, mrs han take book smack my head -.-
i wake up, ' oi , yao si ah'! LOL. anw, she's a nice teacher (:
so went home at 5 plus.

fuck, just reach home, on msn, and a msg frm that ESMOND pops out. he type it to me while i was offline. 'hey. i think my feelings for xh are..'
like wtf?
i thought everything is being so CLEAR to him already,
i thought he doesnt LIKES her at all ?
i thought he says HE DONT WEAR WORN SHOES?
i thought he still LIKES his gf?
fuck, that day still tell me u so emo after losing yr gf and u are a guy without emotions already and nw u are telling me this kind of thing?
craps, totally craps, one day i bth im really going down to confront him -.-

ya saw her blog, she was emo last night, and it seems that she turn to that esmond again, and so caring, ask her not to cry cos will tio cancer..
i just realise everytime when she was down, she would talk to him, cos he can cheer her up?
and her last sentence 'is this how its going to end?'
i rlly got NOTHING TO SAY, NOTHING.

can anyone tells me what to do? the thought of losing her anytime really makes me feel like breaking down..
forget it, byee..
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